Foundational Fact: God

 God is. Most people Will try to tell me that he’s the higher power to bring being head honcho the big guy upstairs or the triune Trinity, being etc., etc. etc.

For me, God is. Everything after that that takes up space is a reality of what and who and how God operates because God BottomLine created me and because he did anything that I begin to try to understand of him came from him, so I have to accept the fact that in some ways I am biased Towards God because I came from God and according to him, I’ll return to God.

I don’t really try to understand God, in all of his infinite being ways means and avenues that he operates in, but I relate to him more along the lines of things that I’ve become familiar with in this life for instance, I would say that my relationship to God is closer to the relationship that Tuvia a central character in the movie fiddler on the roof often spoke to God as though he were personal and real. Now in the movie, he never really got an answer, but he was using God or at least he was projecting his self and his understanding to God and coming up with solutions. 

For me the opposite is true. God is personal for me. Most of the time I relate to him as my father, as Jesus said, I was entitled to do, but at the same time there are instances where I recognize that I can’t even begin to approach the entity of who or what or how God really is so I accept that he limits himself in someway for me to understand him in some manner with which I become familiar with And that seems to be directly related to his part on how he relates to me rather than my part on how I interact with him.

God is personal.

I accepted early on that I could not finagle manage hide run away from or in someway denied the existence of God, but that I had to come to a conclusion that regardless of how I acted or what I did, God existed in such a way that he could see y’all he could do all he knew all and there was nothing that I could do say be or become that he didn’t already know understand or have a plan to incorporate me in it.

I admit the times that’s fearful at times that’s encouraging at times that’s scary, but most of the time is just simply personal.

PURPOSE: “introduction”

 My name is Michael James Stone. This is my attempt at trying to explain who I was am and ever shall be and what I believe in who I believe in and how I believe as well as those things that are relevant to that belief. It is my personal manifestop.

Now I’ve never read a manifesto, but in recent times I have heard of typical unusual people who wound up being anarchist or wackos or weirdos or strange people that did some crime and left behind their manifesto either on the Internet or on Facebook or someplace where later investigators would find  what they call the ramblings or the writings or the journals of someone who was possibly disturbed in their mind and according to what I had heard, but I have not seen most of the time those weren’t too organized.

So my first thought was well if they have a manifesto why don’t I? Not to compare myself to being a wacko weirdo stranger bizarre but I realized as I got older and I became more familiar with people around me that had what was supposed to be the same faith, the one God, the one faith, the one book one person The one niece of all of our unity supposedly in Christianity that I didn’t. Have that oneness that is.

Likewise, I began to realize that my experiences in life didn’t seem to follow a pattern that I was familiar with finding other people that had been in the same experiences or gone through the same relative issues that I had faced in my life with Crohn’s disease and with growing up and family that I had so as I thought of these things, I began to also understand that no one around me actually knew what I believed in or what I held deer in my life or what I held as my moral compass or my ideology or my faith or my reality of eternity and because of that I thought will shoot why don’t I just write what everyone else seems to have a manifesto.

And so by way of introduction, that’s how I came to the idea of writing this manifesto. I hope to have it written in sections on blogger with titles that would allow the person to read portions of the manifesto, without having to read the whole thing from beginning to end that way, maybe they could find something that could be useful to themselves and also maybe it’ll help someone somewhere someplace sometime somewhere down the road to understand me better if I’m still alive or try to comprehend who I was if I’m dead we’re gone that in my own words I put down on paper, do the best of my ability explaining where I come from and how I interpreted what I saw experienced and handle with my own hands in regards to my own life and those things that I experienced.

By way of disclaimer, I should also add this is not meant to be or to change anyone’s point of view or perspective. This is my personal manifesto. It is not meant to be a document to proclaim defame treat anyone else less than what they are or try to change anyone’s mind no this is simply what I believed in and how I believe so that way, I know that I communicated to the best of my abilities who I was, and who I am and in that respect, I think that honor is God more than my videos possibly because I was inspired with those or my books possibly because likewise I’m writing for a personal reason or I’m at Expanding upon an experience that I had but in this manifest do I get to talk about what I what I know what I what I believe in what I told you what I care about and then I’m looking forward to and I hope to not dissuade anyone from reading, but I also want the person the reader to know that I’m not trying to convince you or anything. This is my personal manifesto.